Missing him...

So today...I was looking at a picture of my grandpa and i have decided that I miss him so much..I can barely stand him being gone...Seeing my grandma without him everyday kills me... Dear grandpa... I love and miss you more then you know...

Today!! OH how I love today!

Hey there!! I haven't been on for awhile, but i've been oh so busy!!! Oh and guess what?!?!?! I am in love with someone amazing. Name...hmmm... I don't know if I should tell you at this moment in time.... OH SCREW THAT!!! His name is Ross [: [: [: And oh my lanta, he is amazing in every way possible [: [: I can not go five whole minutes without thinking about him!!! Anyways... Tonight I am going to a movie with my bestest bud Whitnee [: [: [: oh yeah haha [: I love her to death!!! And we are going to see Inception... oh yeah i am so friggin excited [: [: [: Anyways... Love you all [: [:

BYE!!!!!

Today!! OH how I love today!

Hey there!! I haven't been on for awhile, but i've been oh so busy!!! Oh and guess what?!?!?! I am in love with someone amazing. Name...hmmm... I don't know if I should tell you at this moment in time.... OH SCREW THAT!!! His name is Ross [: [: [: And oh my lanta, he is amazing in every way possible [: [: I can not go five whole minutes without thinking about him!!! Anyways... Tonight I am going to a movie with my bestest bud Whitnee [: [: [: oh yeah haha [: I love her to death!!! And we are going to see Inception... oh yeah i am so friggin excited [: [: [: Anyways... Love you all [: [:

BYE!!!!!

Youth Conference

So frikin excited!!!! Today we are going bowling for youth conference than we are going to see a performances by amazzing Actors including the infamous Rick Macy!!! :D :D So stokedd!!! :D

Oh todayy

So todayy later in the evening I have to go to the youth conference kick off!!! And than tomorrow at 8 am I am off to youth conference!! Funn funn!! I am so excited!! Like really.. haha i am like jumping up and down. This is going to be soo much funn i can just feel it! Last year for youth conference we went on a trek and it was so amazzing and spiritual. I would love to go on it again!! But this year we are going to heritage park.. I have no idea where that is haha but ohh well :] :] :] I am just so excitedd!!! :D :D :D

.... ugh ugh and even more UGH!!!!

So my phone broke.... AGAIN!!!! AND IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT THIS TIME!!!!!!! I am so frikin frustrated with it I could cry... BUT!!! I am not going to.. haha cuzz i hate crying... Crying is a sign of weakness... And I am not weak!!! And I never will be...hopefully.... :[ :[ oh well on the good news side... I'M GETTING A CAMERA TODAYZ!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D I AM SO FRIKIN EXCITED HAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ANYWAYS!!!!!! Have a nice dayy :D

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!! Tyson gave me a really long hug today and kissed my cheek :D :D hahaha and i wrote this long thing in his yearbook and it was so cute! hahaha so proud of myself :D :D :D haha and he wrote in me yearbook and it was so cute too hahaha *SIGH* :D :D

Creative Writing

Otay so we are supposed to be working on a group project but umm... haha he is just typing it up so i dont really know how i am supposed to be helping... tehe :D oh well

oh my friggin lanta...

So...last night i was so frustrated with all the stupid lies i kept getting from people i started crying... for those who know me know i absolutely hate crying!! I can't stand it... what is the point of crying? Why do people cry...? It doesn't make sense... i despise crying... and yet i did... i cried last night... when i get frustrated that is what happens...and i was exceedingly frustrated... who would've thought that two of my best friends could do that to me...? Why should I call them 'best friends' ? Is that what they really are? Are best friends supposed to lie..? Do they really think i am that big of an idiot that I wouldn't find out the truth..?? Oh my lanta... Seriously...

Oh my lanta

So...i am sorry but i absolutely hate it when people lie!!!! I have had two people in the past 24 hour period lie to me and it annoys me so friggin badly even if it is over stupid things!!! It was still the fact that they lied!!! Ugh!! Like the first lie made me worry so much about a certain person... and the second lie made me yell at a person because it made me think that they lied to me... so now that person is mad at me for assuming the wrong and i am mad at the liar for lying to me in the first place!!!!!!!!!!! :[ :[ :[

College

So change of plans... I was planning on attending BYU... but the thing is... they dont offer anything i really want to do besides dance... so I looked up colleges that offer criminal justice and snow college came up.. they also offer dance and well i dont know about medical i will have to do a check up on that... oh well.... i guess byu is out... :[ :[ That is sad in more ways than one.. first of all... i wanted to be on their all star drill team... they are aazingly good and i have had a dream of being on it.. second of all i have always wanted to dance on the byu football field... well i guess that is also a not gonna happen.., I guess it depends... I just have to keep doing research.. i will do further research about byu and snow and some more colleges that are in utah... cuz unlike anyone else who lives here i want to stay here!!! I love utah so friggin much and i am not planning on moving... So snow and byu are still in the choice list... i may be adding another one and who knows maybe i will get byu off of the list but let me be the first to say that knowing that byu is not offering the career fields i want, makes me oh so sad and somewhat depressed... so i will give you an update when i can...

oh my lanta... Kathren is even more awesomer :]

Otay so i got a call from a publisher named Julious Romero. he was talking to me about publishing my book... now the problem with this guy is i have to pay over 1000 dollars just to get it published... i mean, my book would go to amazon, barnes and nobles and many more places but if it didnt work out i wouldve just lost a ton of money... hmmm... what am i going to do? I mean my dream is to be a published author...but do dreams come true? And if they do...how long does it take for them to get that way?? I just wish my life was a million times better... i mean it is pretty great but i just wish i had the money to do stuff like this... how am i gonna earn money to be able to do things like this... i only make 100 dollars a month and seeing how ten goes to tithing i basically only make 90 dollars a month.... this is soo lame.... :[ Oh well....

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Oh my lanta!!!! SO excited excited excited!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha :D :D :D :D :D :D

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Ugh does it bother you when one friend of yours has a brother who likes your best friend and the friend of the brother hates it when the brother is in a bad mood so the friend blames it on the best friend and the best friend gets irritated when i know the real reason why the brother is mad and the reason is because of the friend and the mom NOT THE BEST FRIEND!!!!! oh my lanta people get a life!!!!!!

Spanish sucks...

oh my lanta i absolutely hate my spanish class... we are supposed to be doing this stupid powerspeak thing and that thing treats me like i am a little kid i ma friggin fourteen... oh my lanta i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!


sorry..but i had to let it out somewhere and she doesnt notice anything so im safe no worries... ugh...

Kathren is awesome :]

hahaha so today is going pretty good today!!! :D :D I am so hyper and extremely happy! I am currently in my creative writing class and we are doing a group project haha i sure am a lot of help! haha ;] so... yesterday i worked all day out in the yard. we are putting a sprinkler system in so we can get grass :D Yeah my friend jessica and i dug all the trenches and it took forever! oh my lanta and then last night i was chatting with tyson on facebook and we talked and planned things haha very interesting :D :D Oh wow i am so excited it isn't even funny. well it is a little bit haha love you all!!!!

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So Thursday was the most perfect day! I woke and i wasnt very tired. which is extremely rare. My first class was Spanish... Yuck! But!!! It wasnt that bad! I actually had fun!!! Than i had English! That was surprisingly fun as well... which is exceedingly weird... than lunch and mentoring was full of happy and hyper people! No one was upset, depressed, or mad.. they were all happy and hyper and it was great!! Seminary was amazzzzzing as usual and then Science... it was the best class i have ever had! I was assigned to be lab partners with Tyson! It was amazzing!! I was so excited haha :D School was over and i went home and Jessica came over. WE had an amazing hyper time as well!!! And then I spent some time with my father. Now even though we were watching tv, it was still really cool. Then I went on facebook and chatted with the wonderful Tyson and he said the most amazing things to me! I could not help but smile... Right as he had to get off, My sister Chantel called and said that she got engaged!!!!!!!!!!! I was so happy!!!! I am the maid of honor at this wedding and i am so excited!!!! Her ring is beautiful and her fiance and her fit together like peanut butter and jelly. him being the peanut butter.. haha anyways... After we congratulated her and saw a bunch of beautiful pictures, we went home. My mom said she had a huge surprise and she told us what it was finally... We get to go to The Lion King Broadway Production!!!! I am so excited!!!!! Than all night i was extremely hyper and excited and my adrenilane was rushing way too fast!!! I didnt fall asleep till midnight that night.. hahahahaha :D :D I will never ever forget that day!!! :D :D :D :D

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today was amazzzzingly amazzing!! I loved it! ummm... so... i am pretty sure... i like someone alot more than i ever intended on liking him.. :] Today was simply perfect... i am so stoked for tomorrow!!! Oh my lanta, i am still smiling from our conversation... haha :] Like i said... he is perfect, i am so glad hes mine :] :]

Thunder

Your voice is the soundtrack to my summer, your unlike anyother, youll always be my thunder... your eyes are the brightest of all the colors, i dont ever wanna love another you will always be my thunder!! So bring on the rain and bring on the thunder!! <3 <3 <3

Thunder :] :]

So um... today was one of the best days of my life :] :] Everyone was so stinkin hyper at lunch it was crazy insane! I had two and a half cokes, Tyson had a coke and a dr. pepper... Javier had a coke, McKay had six cokes! Whitnee had three cokes, a Dr. Pepper and a Sprite... Yeah talk about insane... Im just glad Jecka wasn't there... hahaha anyways... During science, me and an amazing person by the name of Tyson got paired together to work on a couple labs... hahaha yeah... big mistake... we barely finished.. haha :D :D Oh well i didn't mind!!! hahaha See ya!!!